Regret

U say u love her
but u don’t trust her
plus u barely know her
drunk in love, but u sober
she wants to make up
but u just want to come over
u get called names
because u don’t want to hold her
eventually your heart grows colder
she cries, u don’t even offer your shoulder
drunk in love, but u sober
so now you’re drinking, scared of what u told her
that’s when u realized, that love bug bite was more like a cobra
because she treats u like she’s supposed to
once left hopeless but she makes u hopeful
u can’t fight the fact that your high standards might get lowered
drunk in love, but u sober
now you’re thinking of a way to control her
u don’t want to repeat the past, so u press fast forward
too late though, u were already under her spell but didn’t ask for it
you’re mad because u keep tripping without a passport
so u take shots to numb the pain, but u don’t have the cash for it
right then reality hit hard, like u collided with the dashboard
the only thing u can picture now is regret like a poster
drunk in love, but u sober

Random Thought

I’m a Chicagoan
so I feel I have to look over both shoulders
one for the thieves that steal lives
and these police that suppose to fight crimes
but who remember those times
now guys are getting shot with stop signs
but who rise
we lose guys
we end up being so mad we loot our own s***, get a clue guys
I mean is this the only time u seen police crime rise, tell the truth guys
so cutthroat it’s like they’re wearing quite a few knives
and have no problem ending a future in the present too by two guys
the media is against us
the police are against us
the government is against us
but what’s even worst, we are against us
instead of getting beat down, can we start standing up for what we believe in
instead of fighting for race that hold us, lets start a march on the justice system whose been cheating the lives of young men
just think, they trap us then give us access to heat, then sit back and let things stir up like a wok, its sick
but this is my opinion on the conflict, I see things in another perspective a different optic
I wasn’t going to touch this like it was toxic
but it seem like a hot topic
I guess I’m just looking for the logic
I mean not even the cries of “I’m hit” will get them from firing from their cockpit
we need to stop this
I said I wasn’t on anymore negativity, so I really didn’t pay attention to repeated history
so I’m going to put it to bed and watch how Chicago kids greeted history instead

Random Thought

I quote potent scriptures like a reverend
my will is real, call me will because I am legend
maybe that’s a long shot, but I can measure
I just want to shine, so I’m going to keep showing u my hidden treasure
they say I’m misunderstood, but honestly I never met her
how I’m too cold, they think I should sweater
no coogi or izod though, I’m just trying to be cool so it’s more like a sweatshirt
but it seems that something is always storming no matter the weather
now, I would never say I’m the best but sometimes I feel that shoe fits me better
but I don’t stand alone, my achievements raise hope so hopefully we’ll rise up together
it’s crazy this society string us up with so many lies until it’s hard to break the tether
that’s why I think I’m different in every texture
excuse me for this lecture
fame, yup I reject her
pain, comes from all the pressure
peace, I wish I could catch her
this wordsmith want to put his worship on every surface like a projector
I finally bare the fruits of the spirit so it’s only right I enjoy the nectar

Random Thought

Hell froze

If I ever quit

hell no

can I get a lift

who the hell knows

my nose grows

every time my lies let hope float

and let it be known it’s no joke

I told half truths by the boat load

but now my mind so open I can’t fold

I’m trying to heat your ears with words so cold

I feel like people beyond believe the honesty I told

negative people have a negative hold

so negativity I chose

I tell them “keep talking and I’ll make sure your lens see my low hand”

“yeah, and he have a twin who want to join friend”

but enough of that, back to positive thinking again

all I want to do is win

but all I end up doing is sin

I mean my dreams are right there, they’re closer than kin

go ahead and get that stuff from my tin

the knowledge hits u in an instant plus it’s smooth going in

I hope my lines are hypnotic mixed with gin

drunk off my love for writing

because it’s so inviting and exciting

It’s crazy all this time I was thinking, damn was this what was so frightening?

I thought I would just give a couple points like the helmet of a viking

but who knew I would take a liking

I reminisce about my days of a titan

trying to shock the ones who mocked me with my lightening

but that was back when I never used words, I was always fighting

nowadays I’m just hoping that this will be my master piece

because this art has truly captured me

which saved me, because my nightmares had me falling off and almost fractured me

but that’s another story or tragedy

It’s messed up, every time I try to have my cake and eat it too, I end up battered gee

love stinks when it rot like packaged meat

that’s why I need to get a better grip on my field of dreams like a soccer cleat

my work will have u thinking u were my client

I’m far from violent

remember that titan from earlier, well sometimes he has his tyrant

but no matter what I’m going to always make space for this like a hydrant

I’m one u can look up to like a giant

it’s crazy what my mind can come up with when I’m not even trying

 

Random Thought

Her ocean smells like rainwater

whenever I’m inside her border

the things I’m about to do to someone’s daughter

I’m about to make her shoot fireworks how I’m playing with her mortar

she said I was on game because I didn’t court her

I mean when I saw her on that corner

first thought was to bend her over and make her take my snaps like I’m playing quarter

plus with all my problems, I didn’t want to bore her

that’s why after I explored her, I ignore her

because I didn’t want her thinking I need more of her

but then again I rarely seen this

plus I have the this urge to thread her needle, my little seamstress

she said the cunning of this one have me cumming from cunnilingus

I received a standing ovation how I was drumming with my penis

soon after she pledging her allegiance

like I was her leader

just because I chose to beat her instead of greet her

maybe I should keep her

my one in a million, it’s crazy her name was aaliyah

Someone Like U?

I wish I had someone like u

yeah, I think I need someone like u

I mean all my life I’ve been looking for someone like u

if I just had one night with someone like u

I would sing a lullaby and tuck in someone like u

I want to spend the rest of my nights with someone like u

the joy in my eyes reflect someone like u

the reason I write, to impress someone like u

I swear to the heavens that I’ll be blessed with someone like u

my love or more like my devotion, only beats for someone like u

and it’s deeper than any ocean with depths I’m willing to swim for someone like u

even in death, life flashes memories of someone like u

but it’s too bad I can’t really picture someone like u

because my visible flaws block me from…….someone like u

 

Random Thought

U can’t touch me like a flawless victory

even my dreams are missing me

it’s crazy that people still judge based off your history

I’m living in misery, physically

that’s why I’m going to out shine and show the best of my ability

because the thought of failing is really killing me

and just because I choose not to curse, doesn’t mean I can’t destroy u lyrically

like that road runner, u can’t get rid of me

just because I let my flaws limit me

doesn’t mean that’s the end of me

u got to be kidding me

but people are going to hate, I’ll just dust them off like ceiling debris

I should spiritually go on a killing spree

but nah that just isn’t me

I’ll rather say something that will leave your limbs exposed like a tree

I feel boxed in, rather locked in, can someone help me find the key

my lines never lie, I’m connected to my words like wedding rings, I swear the art got me down on one knee

my flow steady like a stream, hopefully it can move u like a current in the ocean, so for now I guess I’ll sea

they say it takes more than two tries to get something perfect, it’s fate that my name is followed by a three

My Pride

Because of my pride

that’s the answer I always gave when I never replied

the reason why I never really tried

and the only reason why I lied

because of my pride

the reason why I can’t be that bad guy

the reason why I won’t sell u dreams because your body I want to buy

the reason why I didn’t glide inside u like clyde

it’s because of my pride

the reason why u never cried

the reason why I can’t ever be your guide

to that dark place that always made u feel like u died

the reason why our insecurities will never collide

the reason why no feelings will subside

the reason why I will never be in your past and used as a reason to hide

so I can’t be the reason why good guys get denied

it’s because of my pride

now don’t get me wrong, I can say hi

but I struggle with putting the feeling of lust to the side

that’s why I’m so quick in saying goodbye

it’s because of my pride

 

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Random Thoughts

I just wanna have it all

I wanna be comfortable with every flaw

I wanna be the realest dude u ever saw

I wanna be the one who put u in awe

and shock u so much u can break your jaw

cold as ice, but about to heat up so I can thaw

and don’t get it twisted, I’m not trying to create war, I just wanna expose them raw

these lethal lines should be illegal because I’m sure I’m breaking the law

I know I’m pencil thin, but I can pencil u in and I can barely draw

the weight of my words can bend u and leave u hollow like a straw

my mind is puzzling and twisted like a jigsaw

but I’m fighting to get my life right, boxing southpaw

because I just wanna be the past and the present like a seesaw

 

 

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