Let me wipe u down
baby girl you’re so wet
I’m going to pipe u down
some of my best work yet
told her to bite down
as I go south to her thirst net
she c**, we come down
even though we just met
over and over from sun up to sun down
until I give her flashbacks like a war vet
she starts breaking down
it was all that lying I bet
telling me she needs to lie down
and all I can do is sweat
thinking that her wrath was about to fall down
I was deep in a sea of regret
I did what I did, so just before I bow down
she said these are shaky waters, u don’t have your feet set
I’m thinking, who she about to call down
but say something stupid like, how deep those waters really get
she laughs, as she starts calming down
we kiss, that’s when I realized I’m going to be even deeper in her debt
Random Thought
I put my life on paper because it’s pleasurable
I’m trying to write my wrongs, I hope it’s legible
I swear my creativity organic like a vegetable
but no need to lecture u
I’m chilling in my vestibule with a special view
I’m trying to piece my life together with extra glue
I’m all charged up like a mustang, shout out to SMU
see I say things a little awkward just to mess with u
I’ve loosened up like there’s nothing else left to screw
I did everything right so there’s nothing else left to do
my worst nightmares, yeah I met a few
did some messed up things, I had to step down from the pedestal
I had a bad temper, I used to let the kettle stew
but I’m back now protected from those dark clouds like I’m weather proof
I’m done with the lies so now I’m only selling truth
I never want to hit rock bottom, even if I had to wrestle u
that’s why I suggest success because I don’t want a failing clue
Me U & Hennessy remix (snippet)
U should come home tonight
I promise I’ll hit it right
no need to fuss and fight
lets just get drunk tonight
u look like good company
baby just come with me
better yet run to me
u taste like rum to me
then the room started spinning
plus my bed keep on shaking
but the room keep on spinning
I play with her mind
when I started licking
she forget what she thinking
her body drenched so, I started drinking
my d*** on the rise
let me stand up in it
then dive in your deep end
’cause making her c** is my mission
I’m gripping her thighs
got me pumping like a piston
I hope nobody’s listening
’cause I’m not stopping until I’m finished
this Hennessy featuring u
Would it be?
Would it be ok if I took your breath away
would it be great if I did everything u say
would it be nice to wake up to u everyday
would it be ok if u were the reason for my tooth decay
would it be great if u only had the truth to say
but u end up lying, making me want to heat u like this stew I made
then again would it be nice if I said I love u today
would it be ok if I invited u to play
would it be great if I asked u to stay all day
until u feel smothered, she’ll say
and that I can make her blue even when the skies are gray
would it be nice if we can just press replay
would it be ok if I kept chasing u like a relay
would it be great if I wasn’t so cliche
would it be nice if every time u needed me I was there with no delay
but you’re the type to sell my heart on eBay
the type to purposefully cheer for lebron whenever the heat play
would it be ok if I didn’t have to swallow my pride just to keep u safe
would it be great if u didn’t have anything cold to say
just once, would it be nice if I was late
just once, would it be ok if I date
left her alone and found out everything was great
can’t be your superman, there’s no more cape
so would it be nice to have a life without u…yeah, I just wish I could escape
Random Thought
My chest feel closed up like I drank from the ocean
thought I was coasting, but more like coping
please let me vent no more holding it in
how do u stretch out with walls closing in
how many nightmares am I supposed to be in
like this real life movie I chose to be in
been lost all my life, y’all thought I wasn’t supposed to win
lived a life of sin
grew up and picked up a pen
then again u probably heard this before, but you’re going to hear it again
this is pain
spilled blood from my vein
scared to be called plain
I see red when called lame
but I just calm down, that’s usually the “jane”
see when I’m pissed off that’s usually the drain
stressed out, I’m just trying to maintain
at the end of the day all I see is rain
u cannot say I have nothing to gain
success is the only thing I crave
I need that road of glory to be something that I pave
because I have loved ones I’m trying to live for from the grave
Random Thought
I feel like everybody else is progressing and I’m standing still
steady stressing, that’s why I’m trying to race to get a mil
second guessing about if I’m good enough to get a deal
see everyday this is how I feel
living out nightmares because dreams seem far fetched, this is real
some days I’m so blue, I’m teal
constantly rambling about gambling because I’m too impatient to build
I have a skill but no one listens, I guess I have to kill
nah, let me exercise my art like I body build
it’ll leave u with a buzz like u running through a poppy field
just please don’t judge, I know I’m all over the place like a sloppy spill
I’m not really the emotional touchy feely type, but I might write something to help u cop a feel
I have to preserve the fruits of my labor that’s why I keep them locked and sealed
yeah, I feel like everything I say sick like I can’t pay the doctor bill
which are reasons why I keep attacking every obstacle with zeal
Random Thought
I’m a receiver girl, throw that
do what u want, please don’t hold back
she taking these ass shots like a kodak
she say u the man, I say s*** know that
the next day on twitter she’s going to post that
so I sneak into her dm’s, guess what I wrote back
a few smiley faces later, she sending me emojis of her little cat
so I planned her heart hijack, where everybody lack at
yup, I’m going to court her so she can get this shaq attack
I’m going to break her back in fact
I’m going to keep feeding my face until I reach her little gift like a cracker jack
then split her like an axe, and cuddle after that
the next morning kick her to the curb like a hacky sac
that’s when I woke up and tried to figure out what I was laughing at
………lol it feels so nice to be back on track
Random Thought
Now, I would say that this is usual
but this is not something I’m really used to
listen to my words, let them loop through
I’m full of mistakes like I’m penciled in, but who drew
a young talented kid but know knew
yup, this kid is real like I was speaking hebrew
I want my lessons to reach u
my art to teach u
let my work home u in, not lease u
let my blood, sweat and tears bleed through
I hope my message please u
if pain is what teases u, I hope to appease u
society’s strong hold, let me release u
yeah I have regrets, too many to list through
and have too many problems, way more than a fistful
but yet I’m blissful
even though I walk around as if I’m piss blue
please don’t let that congeal u
just let my evolution revolve around u like a pistol
they say pressure creates greatness, so watch me drill through
Dream
I have a lot of dreams, none that can every come true it seem
So far fetched, but not greed
All I want is a good read
Not a follower at all, but since no one is taking control, I guess I’ll lead
An ill gotten seed
Still immature but trying to grasp a better sceneĀ
Dream
Inspired to be an inspiration
But tired of the discrimination
I’m trying to be less timid because that’s a limitation
Past arguments about my stand on assimilation
I just feel what’s real shouldn’t be an imitation
Dream
I just want to be comfortable
With a foundation that’s supportable
A future bright enough that these dreams seem more affordable
Determined to make success portable
These tears of hard work are finally pouring true
Dream
This is all I do
Dream dream dream
Making sure I have a mean that mean more than just making means
When I’m up stressed out I fall back and dream
Worth more cream than any material thing
Dream
No matter if you’re a single being or a street team
Dream
Never lay them down, stand up for your dream
Let’s show a king how we all dream
Happy New Year cont’d
The link to my little book of poetry will be listed below. Sorry for the mix up, I hope everyone is having a happy Martin Luther King Jr. day