Random Thought

I feel like everybody else is progressing and I’m standing still

steady stressing, that’s why I’m trying to race to get a mil

second guessing about if I’m good enough to get a deal

see everyday this is how I feel

living out nightmares because dreams seem far fetched, this is real

some days I’m so blue, I’m teal

constantly rambling about gambling because I’m too impatient to build

I have a skill but no one listens, I guess I have to kill

nah, let me exercise my art like I body build

it’ll leave u with a buzz like u running through a poppy field

just please don’t judge, I know I’m all over the place like a sloppy spill

I’m not really the emotional touchy feely type, but I might write something to help u cop a feel

I have to preserve the fruits of my labor that’s why I keep them locked and sealed

yeah, I feel like everything I say sick like I can’t pay the doctor bill

which are reasons why I keep attacking every obstacle with zeal

Random Thought

I’m a receiver girl, throw that

do what u want, please don’t hold back

she taking these ass shots like a kodak

she say u the man, I say s*** know that

the next day on twitter she’s going to post that

so I sneak into her dm’s, guess what I wrote back

a few smiley faces later, she sending me emojis of her little cat

so I planned her heart hijack, where everybody lack at

yup, I’m going to court her so she can get this shaq attack

I’m going to break her back in fact

I’m going to keep feeding my face until I reach her little gift like a cracker jack

then split her like an axe, and cuddle after that

the next morning kick her to the curb like a hacky sac

that’s when I woke up and tried to figure out what I was laughing at

………lol it feels so nice to be back on track

Random Thought

Now, I would say that this is usual

but this is not something I’m really used to

listen to my words, let them loop through

I’m full of mistakes like I’m penciled in, but who drew

a young talented kid but know knew

yup, this kid is real like I was speaking hebrew

I want my lessons to reach u

my art to teach u

let my work home u in, not lease u

let my blood, sweat and tears bleed through

I hope my message please u

if pain is what teases u, I hope to appease u

society’s strong hold, let me release u

yeah I have regrets, too many to list through

and have too many problems, way more than a fistful

but yet I’m blissful

even though I walk around as if I’m piss blue

please don’t let that congeal u

just let my evolution revolve around u like a pistol

they say pressure creates greatness, so watch me drill through