I feel like everybody else is progressing and I’m standing still
steady stressing, that’s why I’m trying to race to get a mil
second guessing about if I’m good enough to get a deal
see everyday this is how I feel
living out nightmares because dreams seem far fetched, this is real
some days I’m so blue, I’m teal
constantly rambling about gambling because I’m too impatient to build
I have a skill but no one listens, I guess I have to kill
nah, let me exercise my art like I body build
it’ll leave u with a buzz like u running through a poppy field
just please don’t judge, I know I’m all over the place like a sloppy spill
I’m not really the emotional touchy feely type, but I might write something to help u cop a feel
I have to preserve the fruits of my labor that’s why I keep them locked and sealed
yeah, I feel like everything I say sick like I can’t pay the doctor bill
which are reasons why I keep attacking every obstacle with zeal
Monthly Archives: February 2015
Random Thought
I’m a receiver girl, throw that
do what u want, please don’t hold back
she taking these ass shots like a kodak
she say u the man, I say s*** know that
the next day on twitter she’s going to post that
so I sneak into her dm’s, guess what I wrote back
a few smiley faces later, she sending me emojis of her little cat
so I planned her heart hijack, where everybody lack at
yup, I’m going to court her so she can get this shaq attack
I’m going to break her back in fact
I’m going to keep feeding my face until I reach her little gift like a cracker jack
then split her like an axe, and cuddle after that
the next morning kick her to the curb like a hacky sac
that’s when I woke up and tried to figure out what I was laughing at
………lol it feels so nice to be back on track
Random Thought
Now, I would say that this is usual
but this is not something I’m really used to
listen to my words, let them loop through
I’m full of mistakes like I’m penciled in, but who drew
a young talented kid but know knew
yup, this kid is real like I was speaking hebrew
I want my lessons to reach u
my art to teach u
let my work home u in, not lease u
let my blood, sweat and tears bleed through
I hope my message please u
if pain is what teases u, I hope to appease u
society’s strong hold, let me release u
yeah I have regrets, too many to list through
and have too many problems, way more than a fistful
but yet I’m blissful
even though I walk around as if I’m piss blue
please don’t let that congeal u
just let my evolution revolve around u like a pistol
they say pressure creates greatness, so watch me drill through