Random Thought

Trying to get more numbers accounted for, my accountant can’t even count them
but not in the spotlight though, that’s nonsense
I just want to be an inspiration, I want to be known for giving a positive conscience
I guess it started when I first left earth, yeah I’m far gone and haven’t been back since
been tripping a lot lately, but haven’t packed since
I hope this make sense
but then again I’m not whole, so I don’t have enough to make cents
I hold too much in like I have no air vents
I throw shade because I avoid the spotlight like tents
I just want to own some comfort, because I don’t like to rent
I think I sin too much to the point it’s pointless to repent
plus I never got a response from that letter heaven sent
I mean am I wrong for not being her superman, sorry no clark kent
is it selfish to want to get more butt than a park bench
I been hurt, that’s why my words are so cold from my heart that’s drenched
these nightmares are squeezing the life out of me, but I’m confused because I feel every pinch
that’s why I’m trying to fix my life with no tool box, just a wrench
I feel like I’m losing this fight, let me slow things down, that’s why I’m leaning and holding on my future like a clench
just giving up is bullsh*t, excuse the stench
If u think I’m just another statistic, u got me f***ed up, excuse my french

3 thoughts on “Random Thought

  1. Things come and go…we all have to remember that. What you feel now, you won’t feel later. Just remember that feelings change and pass and even though you feel terrible now you’ll feel great later on. You just have to wait it out. Just wait it out. Think about when you were happy…you’ll feel that way again. Hang in there my Chicago friend.

  2. Friend: I know you aren’t feeling up to par, at least from your writing, but I’m asking you to join us, as artists to spread love, understanding and peace through our art. We are starting a collaborative blog called Artists 4 Peace. It’s brand new, started today. I am asking that you write a positive poem of peace and send it to the blog. It will be printed and joined with the art of other artists to help further peace. I would like you to join us because I admire your work. Thank you.

    • I really appreciate u considering me to become apart of your new blog…and of course I’ll write something just let me know where to send it…as far as my writing goes I’m good its just sometimes I like to vent

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