Random Thought

She got a body like an acrobat

yeah, she’s action packed

but she’s trying to get that absence back

I was gonna tell her she was beautiful, but I had my caption snatched

I can tell she wash’t the open type, I knew that her heart was latched

she told me that it was like I was throwing it at her

yeah, that’s true I’m not gonna lie, so I hope she can catch

but respect I gave because she had the personality to match

plus I already got attached

but she kept sending me off, I felt like a dispatch

and to be honest with all these come downs my heart was beginning to feel attacked

who am I kidding, maybe it was just an itch I need scratched

or should I just walk away and admit to a fail

I tried but her body was like what the hell

I wanted to feel on her like I was reading braille

if her love was like jail, then I’m not trying to bail

I’ll dig for for her affection, hand me my shovel and pail

I know at the point I’m just riding the wings of hope, well watch me sail

but was it love or lust, honestly I can’t tell

too bad I had to break her spell

because when I woke up it was already twelve

 

Happy Birthday Mom

Picture a woman
a sister
a mother
a grandmother
going to the doctor for a routine check up
but get smacked with news of breast cancer
her chest feeling tight just from the pure shock
fear swelled her blood vessels
as she bravely asks if it’s treatable
afraid of what the doctor would say
she instead put on a unfazed face
as the doctor says, “since we detected it early, yes but u have to have surgery”
after that everything else went blank
she just thanked God for giving her another chance
on her way home she thinking how to break it to the family
a family gathering would be the best way
so on the day of this Christmas play at this mega church
I was told my mother’s fate
which turned what was suppose to be a joyous occasion
into a migraine of pain in my heart and brain
thinking if my mom will be ok
truly feeling scared
after that day I felt numb like I was in a coma but fully awake
it’s like my family just can’t catch a break
the day of the surgery, I really considered not going
but realized it’s not about me, its about her
this piece of s*** disease latched to my mother
there she was in the hospital bed right before that time
looking like it never phased her
like this killer wasn’t going to break her
her strength taught me that day, that it doesn’t really matter how strong u are on the outside
just make sure that what’s on the inside is way stronger
my mom is a breast cancer survivor

with much love and appreciation from your son, thank you

 

Random Thought

Hell froze

If I ever quit

hell no

can I get a lift

who the hell knows

my nose grows

every time my lies let hope float

and let it be known it’s no joke

I told half truths by the boat load

but now my mind so open I can’t fold

I’m trying to heat your ears with words so cold

I feel like people beyond believe the honesty I told

negative people have a negative hold

so negativity I chose

I tell them “keep talking and I’ll make sure your lens see my low hand”

“yeah, and he have a twin who want to join friend”

but enough of that, back to positive thinking again

all I want to do is win

but all I end up doing is sin

I mean my dreams are right there, they’re closer than kin

go ahead and get that stuff from my tin

the knowledge hits u in an instant plus it’s smooth going in

I hope my lines are hypnotic mixed with gin

drunk off my love for writing

because it’s so inviting and exciting

It’s crazy all this time I was thinking, damn was this what was so frightening?

I thought I would just give a couple points like the helmet of a viking

but who knew I would take a liking

I reminisce about my days of a titan

trying to shock the ones who mocked me with my lightening

but that was back when I never used words, I was always fighting

nowadays I’m just hoping that this will be my master piece

because this art has truly captured me

which saved me, because my nightmares had me falling off and almost fractured me

but that’s another story or tragedy

It’s messed up, every time I try to have my cake and eat it too, I end up battered gee

love stinks when it rot like packaged meat

that’s why I need to get a better grip on my field of dreams like a soccer cleat

my work will have u thinking u were my client

I’m far from violent

remember that titan from earlier, well sometimes he has his tyrant

but no matter what I’m going to always make space for this like a hydrant

I’m one u can look up to like a giant

it’s crazy what my mind can come up with when I’m not even trying