Random Thoughts

Here I am hopeless

open like the ocean, as I stand floating

emotions flowing 

I guess I’m just going through the motions 

the chosen one, I wear it on my skin like lotion

I already won

even with all this guilt that’s weighing a ton on my shoulders

no pennies for my thoughts

no need for loafers 

I’m hopeful that I can stay open

because my past held me back so I had to “off it”

no need for closure 

as my heart freezes, my headlines get colder 

that’s a hundred rhymes 

for one hundred minds 

a hundred times 

and if only one walk away blind, then that’s just fine 

because I’m trying to buy a future, I need someone to co-sign

no I’m just playing, my present is divine

I’m fresh by design 

I hope u get in tune or in line 

if not I’ll leave u behind 

too bad I can’t just flash toward the finish line 

then again I probably wouldn’t fast forward because I rather rewind 

that’s why I do these random thoughts, to remind u that my work is well overdue