Pass Her By (part 1)

As time passes so does she so does the opportunity to finally meet her I come up with various pathetic excuses but maybe I’m a  little intimidated lets be clear or maybe it’s just plain fear not of what she is but who she seem to be let me explain running late i try to catch my bus but it seems like I’ve been running a lot lately I tell myself it’s so I can get to work on time but truth is it’s for a lady everyday the 8:04 bus prompt too I like like that so I sat back with my backpack strapped and waited for pure natural beauty to reach my presence because every time it happens it feels like a blessing I believe that I’m a child around her because I don’t know how to act around her I’m just thanking God that I found her mentally of course everyday I have to relive that ugly sensation of remorse no ring on her finger, she could be going through a divorce no she’s perfect she’s all yours our eyes connect and lock like a snapback as she walks to the exit it was magnetic left me breathless I guess our charges were negative because I couldn’t get near her it might seem immature sure but honestly I’m a little insecure, I mean I know what I have to offer but what that’s not enough, watching her slowly get off the bus I shook my head in disguise, off to work I go but thinking that was tough a bit too much tomorrow I’m going to say wassup……..